January 2011
41 posts
hello
and i say hello to the sun to the sand and to the sea i am dying to be embraced by the warmth of the world and the fact that there still ARE people out there that i can trust and love
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
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rush
I met you in a rush Our eyes met Then we parted Soon after, Cups of coffees, Endless phone bills On our hundreth cup, Time stopped. It was tea, this time That two seconds of silence Broke the flow of our conversation Realization rushed in The comfort we found in each other We froze on each other’s stare Stripped down to the very last thread on our bodies, Hiding nothing ...
Jan 25th
recycledpages: This is the Roman god Janus. I like him. He represents that people have a good side and a bad side, a past and a future and you have to embrace both sides when you love someone.
Jan 25th
frames that don't fit
You’ve picked up your brushes Laid out your palette Squeezed tubes of oil paint Stapled canvases of different sizes Arranged countless compositions Providing every possible frames for me to fit in But I just don’t And I won’t I am always a size too big for your small canvases A shade too fair for your pastel colours A tad too delicate for your beaver tail brushes A...
Jan 25th
No, don’t let that split second of silence slipped in the midst of our conversation, because that split second gives us time to finally realize of how much we love each other’s company and that should not be the case because we are not in love, or even if we are, we should pretend that we are not, because it would hurt me to have you only to lose you in the end,a nd if i never have...
Jan 24th
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gravel
finding love is like walking on an asphalt road, then you bump into a gravel sometimes you walk pass the gravel, uninterested. sometimes one gravel gets stuck into the sole of your sandals. you walk along the road carrying the gravel under your sole passing the wild flowers, listening to the sound of your footsteps and when the soles of your sandals are wearing thin, the gravel still...
Jan 18th
“‎’selamat tinggal’ yg paling menyedihkan dan menyakitkan adalah yg tak pernah...”
– NN- (via wieticism)
Jan 17th
forgotten words
recycledpages: I forgot to catch the last of my words,  that dripped from the faucet when I shut of the stream of hot water I watched them slip into the drain. I saw them travel down through the pipes under the house and the streets. My words gathered into a tank, with other words from other writers, gone unused and forgotten,  waiting until someone needed them. 
Jan 16th
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Let these thoughts escape...: My Collection of... →
an-open-jar-of-thoughts: Hearts are not to be had as a gift; hearts are to be earned. * Look for the dream that keeps coming back. It is your destiny. * Pray for what you want, but work for the things you need. * Count your blessings by thinking of those whom you love. * A smile is the most effective medicine….
Jan 16th
nothing of any worth comes easy
recycledpages: She honestly had nothing left to say The words of yesterday grew stale in her mouth It was a game she refused to play anymore She has to remember her worth is more important, (Today comes and tomorrow far to near) Boys may think she’s easy, but none have reached into her heart.
Jan 16th
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thewrittenrealm: surrounded by friends helped me through this a standstill point of silence you fill no explanations with blanks and empty spaces the words ‘if you love me let me know, if you do not then let me go’ echo around in thoughts you said you loved me you said this was killing you until i have physical evidence, i believe otherwise
Jan 16th
“I am Aradia, daughter of the sea and daughter of the wind; daughter of the...”
– From: Wicca, by Vivianne Crowley (via tumblrcoven)
Jan 16th
mrs.ious: the sound of a heart breaking →
howyourmamametme: I’m currently collaborating with Agnes on the proposed Poetry collection. So decided to take the time to rework one of her poems. This is the original post. mrsious: Do you remember, The splash of water on the curb, When the wheels of a car passed over the road on a rainy day? We were in that car Or do you remember, The rip of sold out concert tickets, Then the doorman...
Jan 13th
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we occupy time
It is you, And the bubble surrounding your soul It is me, And the air that becomes part of my breath We occupy time, Not space
Jan 12th
Young and fresh and bright.: Diseased →
amapofmyheart: You’re the book I’ve read a hundred times. Edges worn and soft at my fingertips, but the sight of you no longer brings a light to my eyes. I can’t remember a time when you were a new adventure to me, a vast country waiting to be explored. I could describe you for hours in my sleep. The way you…
Jan 11th
the sound of a heart breaking
Do you remember, The splash of water on the curb, When the wheels of a car passed over the road on a rainy day? We were in that car Or do you remember, The rip of sold out concert tickets, Then the doorman would say,’enjoy the show’ ? You got us those tickets miraculously at the very last minute. Do you even remember, The click of the nailclipper, When it cuts away the...
Jan 10th
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a land called love
I woke up in a field of colours, Mostly green. Hair tangled up in thoughts, Mostly happy endings. Limbs tied up in promises, Mostly only spoken. Lips tinted in kisses, Mostly out of lust. Now you tell me, Is this land called love?
Jan 9th
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Beyond the Surface
heavywords: I would compare you to a dull song were it not for your words I would see you as a day without sun were it not for your smile I would liken you to a barren desert were it not for your soul I would perceive you for what you seem were it not for who you are
Jan 9th
Give me a chance. We could be beautiful.
crepuscularswagger: Last night, I dreamed we were the only ones left a alive in the world—because in my mind, that’s the only way you’d ever even look at me.
Jan 6th
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I'm beginning to doubt the idea of love…
theliaratheory: or perhaps, I’m beginning to doubt that my love could ever be reciprocated… is there something about me I’m missing? Some metaphysical hideousness that escapes my notice? 
Jan 6th
Chronicles of a War Torn Heart: Loved.  →
august-is-over: Love, said in the past tense can be the worst thing in the world to hear, it implies that someone once loved you but no longer does, or no longer does in the same way. Loved, says those feelings are long gone, that they no longer mean anything at all. I guess no matter how…
Jan 6th
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Clutch
crepuscularswagger: tell me truth or lies or anything in between because you’re the only mirror i have: a lie’s silhouette, sitting cross-legged on the floor drowning in what once was star dust and you knew just how to break me, and just what to do to leave shards of my aching splattered across your hands as if i could ever believe it an accident
Jan 6th
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trust me, as much as i trust you love me, as much as i hate you
Jan 6th
Hello You
Over the transom, under the table, across your face. Shot through pneumatic tubes, flung on a newspaper route, pushed through the fat pet’s flap door. Uni-cycled, bicycled, tri-cycled, quad… car. A pass through the lips, a wink of the eye, a sneeze done twice to think of me. Through courier service, snail mail, e-mail, singing strippergram. By paper lantern, balloon, Zeppelin, rocket,...
Jan 5th
pendant
had i had the power to shrink you i would make a pendant let you dangle close to my bossom because that is where my heart is
Jan 5th
mastadonofdoom asked: How long have you been writing? Well, writing the stuff that you have posted I mean. Favorite authors, genres of music, artists? I try to learn a bit about my followers, although I sometimes worry about coming off creepy...but then again this is a site to reach out and interact with people. SO. Yup.
Jan 5th
teapoetryetal-deactivated201102 asked: Your poems are beautiful.
Jan 5th
Junks
my love lies in a tin can where i put all your love letters and silly notes my love lies in a bouquet of roses where you whispered your promises and sweet-sounding words my love lies in the scrapbook where you pasted our memories and candid photos my love lies in the junks where words turned meaningless and you disappeared
Jan 4th
mastadonofdoom asked: Hey, just read through a bunch of your poetry, I really like Apart. The repetition of lines dealing with "the floor" really works here. The subtle details like the wooden floor, and the phone lights don't overbear your writing, you use spare adjectives...one of my greatest flaws is being too ornate in my writing. Poets sometimes get carried away but you've got a great balance....
Jan 3rd
love me
if you love me, and you are sure of it, do not regret. if you love me, and if you are not going to break it, do not hesitate. if you love me, and if you are courageous enough, do not fear a thing. only, and if only you do love me and forever will, ask me to write your name on a bay leaf, and let me kiss it three times under the moon, so that i could sleep with it under my pillow, ...
Jan 3rd
Vague Pronouns
pandascanwritetoo: You throw around the hims and the hers the theys  and the wes and the other and nobody  and somebody Like we all know Your vague pronouns Like we care the Sad thing is We do
Jan 3rd
A language
i speak of thousands of words of millions of stories of zillions of emotions i speak of the vast meadows of the ice caps in the highest mountain of the very grain of sand in the deepest sea i speak of the number of teeth i reveal when i smile of the tightness of my embrace when i am joyous of the very tear that drops from my eyelid i speak in a language that only you and i understand ...
Jan 3rd
goldenthread--deactivated201101 asked: Thank you for following me. (: It's much appreciated.
Jan 2nd
catharticthoughts-deactivated20 asked: Happy New Year and thank you for following me! I hope to get to know you better and please continue to enjoy my poems and rants :) Have a great year!
Jan 2nd
oceans&milk: but how could i forget you? my own... →
oceansandmilk: but how could i forget you? my own bones are yours, sometimes my foot, my finger, my shoulder, moves without my own reason and i wonder what happened to you that made your fist clench so tight that my nails leave moon creases in orbits around my palms. sometimes my neck bows under the weight of…
Jan 2nd
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“Sands in the north, rich soils beneath Three times three, let them see, let them see. Winds of the east, run through the trees Three times three, set them free, set them free. Fires in the south, awaken from sleep Three times three, let them see, let them see. Water of the west, flow to the seas Three times three, set them free, set them free.” - warning, this spell might cause...
Jan 2nd
something to forget
to forget me means you’d have to tear the book i wrote for you, break the mugs of tea we drank from, smash the phone you talked to me on, burn the songs that became our favourite, and lastly, kill me.
Jan 2nd
recycledpages: The words are gone, I’m dried up afraid to be put out with the laundry folded and stuck in the back of the linen closest to collect dust and mold.
Jan 2nd
addiction
I want to have one person, just one person, in this stretch of my life span, who does nothing, but always tries and pushes and intrudes, to the point that he will get angry, sad, frustrated, depressed, and disheartened, because he could not seem to get closer, but no matter what, he keeps on trying, pushing, intruding, and getting angry, sad, frustrated, depressed and...
Jan 1st
zarryhendrik: Pada suatu hari, Anak umur 5 tahun: “Arti koruptor itu apa sih, Kak?” Kakak: “Koruptor itu tidak ada artinya dalam hidup ini.”
Jan 1st
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December 2010
32 posts
apart
We met. Wooden floor, green window panes. We were years apart. We separate. Carpeted floor, rounded plane windows. We are hours apart. We communicate. Tissue-strewn floor, lit up phone screens. We are a signal apart.
Dec 31st
Know the masculine, But keep to the feminine: And become a watershed to the world. If you embrace the world, The Tao will never leave you And you become as a little child. Know the white, Yet keep to the black: Be a model for the world. If you are a model for the world, The Tao inside you will strengthen And you will return whole to your eternal beginning - tao te ching
Dec 31st
Naming is a necessity for order, but naming can not order all things. Naming often makes things impersonal, so we should know when naming should end. Knowing when to stop naming, you can avoid the pitfall it brings. - tao te ching
Dec 31st
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